I love too much and I enjoy loving on people. I don't, however, enjoy giving my love to people who take it for granted. I love HARD. I tell people that. A condition of my love is that you not take advantage of it and that you appreciate it. If you don't, I'll stop. There are a few instances where no matter how much I try to stop loving, I can't. In those cases, I distance myself and never let the person hear it from me again, if I can help it.
Fortunately, I have enough family to fulfill the majority of my need to love.
I also need to BE loved. I have a desire to share the love of one very special person in my life, that seems to elude me. Each time I think I've found him, it turns out I haven't and it cuts deeper than the last.
I have a small circle of friends that I enjoy sharing that hard love with. Unfortunately, that circle has begun to disentigrate. Not sure where that will end, but I know it's not because I didn't love...
1 comment:
I feel you.
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