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My last 4 relationships have been long distance and I met them via internet.
What I've found is that LDR's can work, but both parties have to work at it. There can't be one sided traveling and there has to be a tremendous amount of trust from both parties.
My last 4 relationships started as internet love and evolved into LDR's. Only one reciprocated visits, but there were severe trust issues, so it was doomed before it started good.
For the most part, we're all still friendly toward each other, so I got a decent friend out of each, but I know that "He" is still out there somewhere and he may very well be e-mailing me right now.
It's nothing new to me. My last 3 have been long distance. Seems like whenever I'm single, the availability of a new relationship at home is not feasible.
LDR's aren't easy, no matter how badly you both want it to be. There are times when you think you can't deal with it anymore and you just want to quit. Then you remember the good times and you realize you aren't willing to give those up.
I'm having a not so good day today. I just saw him Halloween weekend.
It wasn't long enough.
I spent my time with other people. Don't get me wrong, I had a ball. Really enjoyed myself and got to see him a couple of times, but it wasn't the amount of time I was used to seeing him and because it was a full weekend, neither of us were very well rested.
Today that hit me hard. I woke up not wanting to really talk to anyone. See, most of my friends live in the area he lives and talking to any of them, reminds me of him. I just wasn't up for it. I turned my phone off and really haven't turned it on much since.
I needed to make a couple of phone calls, so I turned it on, called, finished and turned it off again.
I spent some alone time. Just me and my camera. I'd been wanting to go take pictures of the fall foilage and it wasn't too cold, so today was the day.
I didn't even watch football today.
I hear my Bears won. I'll brag about it tomorrow.
I found a song about LDR's. It's a pretty song and I agree with many of the lyrics, but I don't want to give up my LDR. We have our challenges, but we handle them very well. For that, I'm thankful.
