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Just my thoughts...
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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Sometimes it Seems the Distance is Too Much




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I am in a long distance relationship.

It's nothing new to me. My last 3 have been long distance. Seems like whenever I'm single, the availability of a new relationship at home is not feasible.

LDR's aren't easy, no matter how badly you both want it to be. There are times when you think you can't deal with it anymore and you just want to quit. Then you remember the good times and you realize you aren't willing to give those up.

I'm having a not so good day today. I just saw him Halloween weekend.

It wasn't long enough.

I spent my time with other people. Don't get me wrong, I had a ball. Really enjoyed myself and got to see him a couple of times, but it wasn't the amount of time I was used to seeing him and because it was a full weekend, neither of us were very well rested.

Today that hit me hard. I woke up not wanting to really talk to anyone. See, most of my friends live in the area he lives and talking to any of them, reminds me of him. I just wasn't up for it. I turned my phone off and really haven't turned it on much since.

I needed to make a couple of phone calls, so I turned it on, called, finished and turned it off again.

I spent some alone time. Just me and my camera. I'd been wanting to go take pictures of the fall foilage and it wasn't too cold, so today was the day.

I didn't even watch football today.

I hear my Bears won. I'll brag about it tomorrow.

I found a song about LDR's. It's a pretty song and I agree with many of the lyrics, but I don't want to give up my LDR. We have our challenges, but we handle them very well. For that, I'm thankful.



In case you read this, I love you babe.

I'm out. A bubble bath is calling my name.

5 comments:

Afrodeezha said...

FYI it irks me that you're is spelled your in that graphic. Grrr

Thee_Kween said...

((hugs))

<--doesn't live in his area.

Fickle Cattle said...

LDRs suck, but they are capable of working I think, if the couple really wants the relationship to work. :-)

ficklecattle.blogspot.com

Afrodeezha said...

@Fickle Cattle, I think you're right. Thank you for coming through.

~Ms Seriously Deep~ said...

You have a lot of courage and strength I dont' think I could do a LDR....I can barely handle the relationship that I am in and my bf lives right down the street from me with his sister at least that is where he is now that he and I dont live together anymore and it kills me when he is not here with me being with him all the time and now being without him is the hardest thing to deal with. Now Im alone again spending nights alone, sleeping alone, and none of it is fun...so I commend you for this you are a very strong woman...