Entrusted to few
Are you aware of what's gotten by you?
You paid her to care
for your little one
unknowing she's where
the abuse had begun.
He was under 15 and she knew he was clean
untouched by any "hers"
even though he was unsure
of what she was doing, really meant.
His friend (that he told) said it was heaven-sent
to have a woman's touch
to experience such things as a grown man does.
She touched him "there"
made him aware of what a hard dick gets.
At first he was scared, thought she would bite
when she took him into her mouth that night
he didn't get that his mama would kill her
if she knew her baby was used as a "thriller".
She told him it was all right
and used him as her toy
beginning that night,
he was no longer a boy.
Fast forward several years
the conquests he's had, instead of tears.
He brags about getting started so early
but if he really looked inside himself, the surely
he would realize what she took from him
was more than virginity.
Fucked his mind up on thoughts of unity
with the right one, a breach of his trust.
In order to be happy with one woman,
he must face his demon
and grow past the hurt and bury those memories under the dirt.
These things happen much more than you think
to hear these stories, your heart will sink.
Have second thoughts about who you choose
to have around your babies...
Someone's experiment
someone's toy
is not what you wanted for your baby boy
Ironically, this was written 2 weeks prior to the Eddie Long allegations. KNOW what's going on with your children.
Unpublished work © 2010 D. Newman
