Just my thoughts...

Just my thoughts...
The randomness that is I

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Assholes and Idiots



I try to stay to myself, I really do...I don't like bullies or people who pick at other people or people who try to insert themselves in my life, when I want to eliminate them. Relatives included.

When I want to be left alone, I want to be left alone.

I can so identify with my sister right now. A few years back, someone she didn't care for walked up to her and tried to hug her. She slightly turned away so they would get the hint. They didn't and kept pursuing a hug.

She finally turned her back completely to them and basically kissed the wall. I was kind of embarassed and had to tell the person that if she didn't want to talk to them, they couldn't make her. She'd have to reach a place inside herself to come to terms with that person before she could outwardly show any kind of acknowledgement.

I get it now Sis, I really do.

There is a person or two that I really wish would get the hell on with their life and leave me alone. Yet, every now and then there's a missed call or an email or such, accompanied by an "Oops, I didn't mean to" or a "Why won't you answer my calls?"

It's because I don't want to talk to you. I don't like you. I don't trust you and there's no purpose for you in my life. You've proven yourself toxic and there's no way to change things.

I'm not buying that the calls or messages were accidental. You can't bullshit a bullshitter and you can't force a Capricorn (or a Leo) to socialize with someone who has rubbed them the wrong way.

Maybe Sis and I are just evil...because if we're pushed to a certain point, we won't eff with anyone remotely close to the person(s) involved and be ok with it.

I don't mind taking on the role of asshole as long as it eliminates the idiots...

Side note: I'm not into the zodiac stuff, but I'm a Cappy and I've found that other Cappy's are very similar in personality and my sister is a Leo and I've found that she's similar in personality as several of my Leo friends, so perhaps there's some truth to it.

2 comments:

Mahoganydymond said...

I feel you on this... When I go into my world and isn't really feeling the interaction with others.. I go into my solitude.. Then it is always someone that I am not feeling in the moment wants to put themselves there... So I know what you are talking about..
I have let a lot of toxic people go out of my life... You have be like that sometimes...

Thee_Kween said...

I don't like people anymore...