Just my thoughts...

Just my thoughts...
The randomness that is I

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Another Lonely Saturday Night

I don't know what's wrong with me...Sometimes I have a great day and then I get blindsided by this heavy depression.

I mean yeah, I'm blessed and I have family, but don't you dare tell me how I can and cannot feel despite the facts.

It just crept up on me tonight. I was having a pretty chill day and chose to not do much else but play my Facebook games and listen to the The Soul FM/Urbansoulz Radio shows. Somewhere in the midst of all this, I realized that I am pretty much invisible.

If someone needs advice or something, then I'm in demand, but as far as anyone just hitting me up just because? It's a rare occurrence.

I'm one of those people who can experience extreme loneliness in a room full of people, so it's nothing to experience it all alone.

Sometimes I wonder if this quest for meaningful relationships is worth it. Nah, I know it is, but damn a sista gets lonely sometimes.



This song truly sums up how I'm feeling tonight and I couldn't listen to the first stanza without shedding tears.

Hope you're faring better than I am.

Have a good evening.

Just me

3 comments:

Misfit said...

Ahhhh yes.... I know that feeling all to well.... always happens unexpectantly too...

Reggie said...

Sounds like you're just human like the rest of us to me. We all go through these feelings at times; yet knowing that shouldn't make you feel any better.

Life happens.

Afrodeezha said...

Thanks Reggie...